20 over years of dreams and aspirations have came so vividly before me recently, but somehow or rather something seems to be missing. I'm so ready to fly to the fluffy clouds, way up above the limits of the bright blue sky, but the turbo engine seems to malfunction, the key which is suppose to be in my pocket is yet to be found, perhaps I have lost it, perhaps I have never owned it before. The journey has been much like on a hot air balloon, the energy generated is just enough to fight the wind resistance, staying on track but as if there's no pressure to complete the world in 112 days. The key...the crucial key.. i need to find it.. where to get it.. how to get it...?! I need it now!!!
I have been trying to look for it in my memories..things that had happened.. what made me change and why is it that i used to have certain characteristics but they can just disappear into thin air along the way...what have I done to make them leave me and what can I do to get them back again....What made me run in the past and what is it that my heart used to felt so deeply attached to....
I hope I can give myself an answer soon.. bless me~ |
